People with a big EGO

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People who change the world or not so like a global scale anyway, either way those people affect their surroundings have a big EGO at least.
Donald Trump has a big confidence to himself and acknowledges it.
He is always showing off himself.
I compromised my most important job serching this time.
I think people dismissed me this time did not have acumen to see through my ability even though having me just in front of me or have niticed that they could not handle me as a human resouce.
I have a big EGO.
And it is still growing.
For me, my job is the one most important part of my life.
The first priority is the job.
My friend said that I have a big ego and the capacity is narrowed by that that is why I can get a new girl friend, that is a stupid idea.
I am only looking at a success in my job.
Nothing but about jub will get into my way to the success.
I am so much obsessed with it now.
Yes, I want a new girl friend I admit but in my mind, 95 percent, I am thinking of how to be most victrious in the business that pertain me and I am not confident to make her happy.
The ego is very important for me especially when it comes to the time like now fighting with this pressure of concern how long these job less term will last.
This ego is fighting and fend off the stress somehow.
If I could get the new job soon after I got back from Van, I may not have been changed in anyway.I may still have been an easy person.
I think I was a little bit too confident as my real ability.
I have to change myself to match to the ego I have.
If you do not have anything in you and have a big ego that means ugly person.
If you have a big ego and want to keep it as itself, you have to develop and show something tangible in yourself.
I have rarely been playing for these 3 months after I had gone through abysmal experiences.
Reminding 2 years or 3 years ago, there were nothing, I was a baby and that make me wonder why I was so confident.
.....So much for thinking too much....
I want someone to take away these heavy obsession.
It is really heavy....
It is looming over my mind....
Anyway, I have got a new job that makes me really happy.
I
have
got
a
JOB
!!
HOOOORAY!!
That is a part time job though, so I am considering whether I should tell it to friends in Van.
Anyway, I will climb up the career ladder soon and never live with the cheap cindition so long.