|鉄拳チンミLegends 4 (4) (月刊マガジンコミックス)|
What may change my life?What am I wanting the most?Is it necessary to practice English more?Yes, I am not perfect yet.But this is not the altimate purpose of my life.
I want to go to art museums more offten.I want to spend much more time in relaxed spirit with abstruct paintings or cubism arts.
I want to study more about financing.
I want to be more victryous in my business field.
I want more recognition and respect from a lot various people.
Something is boiling underneath my skin, what is that, is it passion?
I saw a friend playing as a DJ in a club house with having many people and friend just joining his event.I thought that was owesome.
I want people being held by my influence.
I paint arts and hold an art event and by doing this way I want to have people beside myself.
This room I am staying in the parents' house is too small for me.
In the event I went yesterday, I had a man just in front of me and had a short conversation.
He said he felt a big aura from me?
Sometimes I am told like that.
Yes, that is true story.
This ambition to be successful in my field has taken over whole my life and is still growing to the point that my EGO and obsession are becoming most pathologial.
Do I need a partner in my life?
Yes, I do, but it is not necessary to be a girl friend.
I want a girl friend.But on the other hand, I believe really strong personarity does not need a girl friend.There are 100 people, and only 1 out of all 100 can be successful because 99 people are ordinary people.
If you are an ordinary people and not in good luck with rich family back ground and will pursue an extraordinary success, you have to have a pathologic obsession to be successful.
If you are blessed with rich enviroment, there are no problem, even if you are dumb, your parents will send you to a good school to help you to get a diploma.
If your parent has a conection with reputable company, you would not have any inconvenience in serching a job.
One of my friend said I am a loser because I do not have a girl friend but that seems to be a most stupid idea.Who can mesure the one's success by means of whether he has a girl friend.
That is nothing not having a idea.